LOSS, PAIN and FAITH

Sometimes I feel numb; sometimes I feel nothing but tears, and other times I feel like I'm floating along neither here or there.

Just can't seem to figure out how I am going to get through this and am having trouble getting through the day. I never imagined that I would ever have to live without my tatay (I am missing him so much!). This is the single biggest mistake anyone can make, we are meant to lose our parents. That's the way the world was designed. For those out there who still have both parents. Love them like there's no tomorrow. Don't leave anything unsaid. Take every moment and hold on to it so you never forget, because one day it will be all you have and in time that will be all you need.

I don't know how long will it take but I have faith I will get there. It has to get better. It has to get better and it will. I know I will be fine in the long run; I always am...