Still...

It’s really hard waking up each day crying… it’s almost two months since my tatay passed away but still the pain and longing is there. I always think and miss him. I am missing the mornings of having coffee with him, missing the weekend-jogging with him, shopping with him, eating our favorite food at our favorite restaurants, discussing different issues with him, missing spending time with him…

I don’t know when will I be totally over with this feeling or will I really be?! Sana dumating ang araw na gigising ako na wala ng luha sa mga mata ko at wala na ang sakit sa dibdib ko… na bbalik ulit sa normal ang buhay ko. SANA…


"just let me ride this wave of sorrow until it numbs everything I've been denying..."